Saturday, January 31, 2009

January 31, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 57:1-11
Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, for in you my soul takes refuge; in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge, until the destroying storms pass by. I cry to God Most High, to God who fulfills his purpose for me. He will send from heaven and save me, he will put to shame those who trample on me. Selah

God will send forth his steadfast love and his faithfulness. I lie down among lions that greedily devour human prey; their teeth are spears and arrows, their tongues sharp swords. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens. Let your glory be over all the earth. They set a net for my steps; my soul was bowed down. They dug a pit in my path, but they have fallen into it themselves. Selah

My heart is steadfast, O God, my heart is steadfast. I will sing and make melody. Awake, my soul! Awake, O harp and lyre! I will awake the dawn. I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples; I will sing praises to you among the nations. For your steadfast love is as high as the heavens; your faithfulness extends to the clouds. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens. Let your glory be over all the earth.

Amen.

Friday, January 30, 2009

January 30, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 54:1-7
Save me, O God, by your name, and vindicate me by your might. Hear my prayer, O God; give ear to the words of my mouth. For the insolent have risen against me, the ruthless seek my life; they do not set God before them. Selah

But surely, God is my helper; the Lord is the upholder of my life. He will repay my enemies for their evil. In your faithfulness, put an end to them. With a freewill offering I will sacrifice to you; I will give thanks to your name, O LORD, for it is good. For he has delivered me from every trouble, and my eye has looked in triumph on my enemies.

Amen.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Phone Home

From Photo Blog 2009


I thought this phone was absolutely amazing!

January 29, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 42:1-11
As a deer longs for flowing streams, so my soul longs for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and behold the face of God? My tears have been my food day and night, while people say to me continually, "Where is your God?" These things I remember, as I pour out my soul: how I went with the throng, and led them in procession to the house of God, with glad shouts and songs of thanksgiving, a multitude keeping festival. Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my help and my God. My soul is cast down within me; therefore I remember you from the land of Jordan and of Hermon, from Mount Mizar. Deep calls to deep at the thunder of your cataracts; all your waves and your billows have gone over me. By day the LORD commands his steadfast love, and at night his song is with me, a prayer to the God of my life. I say to God, my rock, "Why have you forgotten me? Why must I walk about mournfully because the enemy oppresses me?" As with a deadly wound in my body, my adversaries taunt me, while they say to me continually, "Where is your God?" Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my help and my God.

Amen.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

January 28, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 41:1-13
Happy are those who consider the poor; the LORD delivers them in the day of trouble. The LORD protects them and keeps them alive; they are called happy in the land. You do not give them up to the will of their enemies. The LORD sustains them on their sickbed; in their illness you heal all their infirmities. As for me, I said, "O LORD, be gracious to me; heal me, for I have sinned against you." My enemies wonder in malice when I will die, and my name perish. And when they come to see me, they utter empty words, while their hearts gather mischief; when they go out, they tell it abroad. All who hate me whisper together about me; they imagine the worst for me. They think that a deadly thing has fastened on me, that I will not rise again from where I lie. Even my bosom friend in whom I trusted, who ate of my bread, has lifted the heel against me. But you, O LORD, be gracious to me, and raise me up, that I may repay them. By this I know that you are pleased with me; because my enemy has not triumphed over me. But you have upheld me because of my integrity, and set me in your presence forever. Blessed be the LORD, the God of Israel, from everlasting to everlasting.

Amen and Amen.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

January 27, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 36:1-12
Transgression speaks to the wicked deep in their hearts; there is no fear of God before their eyes. For they flatter themselves in their own eyes that their iniquity cannot be found out and hated. The words of their mouths are mischief and deceit; they have ceased to act wisely and do good. They plot mischief while on their beds; they are set on a way that is not good; they do not reject evil. Your steadfast love, O LORD, extends to the heavens, your faithfulness to the clouds. Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your judgments are like the great deep; you save humans and animals alike, O LORD. How precious is your steadfast love, O God! All people may take refuge in the shadow of your wings. They feast on the abundance of your house, and you give them drink from the river of your delights. For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light. O continue your steadfast love to those who know you, and your salvation to the upright of heart! Do not let the foot of the arrogant tread on me, or the hand of the wicked drive me away. There the evildoers lie prostrate; they are thrust down, unable to rise.

Amen.

Monday, January 26, 2009

January 26, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 32:1-11
Happy are those whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Happy are those to whom the LORD imputes no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit. While I kept silence, my body wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer. Selah

Then I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not hide my iniquity; I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the LORD," and you forgave the guilt of my sin. Selah

Therefore let all who are faithful offer prayer to you; at a time of distress, the rush of mighty waters shall not reach them. You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with glad cries of deliverance. Selah

I will instruct you and teach you the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. Do not be like a horse or a mule, without understanding, whose temper must be curbed with bit and bridle, else it will not stay near you. Many are the torments of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds those who trust in the LORD. Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart.

Amen.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

January 25, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 29:1-11
Ascribe to the LORD, O heavenly beings, ascribe to the LORD glory and strength. Ascribe to the LORD the glory of his name; worship the LORD in holy splendor. The voice of the LORD is over the waters; the God of glory thunders, the LORD, over mighty waters. The voice of the LORD is powerful; the voice of the LORD is full of majesty. The voice of the LORD breaks the cedars; the LORD breaks the cedars of Lebanon. He makes Lebanon skip like a calf, and Sirion like a young wild ox. The voice of the LORD flashes forth flames of fire. The voice of the LORD shakes the wilderness; the LORD shakes the wilderness of Kadesh. The voice of the LORD causes the oaks to whirl, and strips the forest bare; and in his temple all say, "Glory!" The LORD sits enthroned over the flood; the LORD sits enthroned as king forever. May the LORD give strength to his people! May the LORD bless his people with peace!

Amen.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

January 24, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 25:1-22
To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul. O my God, in you I trust; do not let me be put to shame; do not let my enemies exult over me. Do not let those who wait for you be put to shame; let them be ashamed who are wantonly treacherous. Make me to know your ways, O LORD; teach me your paths. Lead me in your truth, and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all day long. Be mindful of your mercy, O LORD, and of your steadfast love, for they have been from of old. Do not remember the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for your goodness' sake, O LORD! Good and upright is the LORD; therefore he instructs sinners in the way. He leads the humble in what is right, and teaches the humble his way. All the paths of the LORD are steadfast love and faithfulness, for those who keep his covenant and his decrees. For your name's sake, O LORD, pardon my guilt, for it is great. Who are they that fear the LORD? He will teach them the way that they should choose. They will abide in prosperity, and their children shall possess the land. The friendship of the LORD is for those who fear him, and he makes his covenant known to them. My eyes are ever toward the LORD, for he will pluck my feet out of the net. Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart, and bring me out of my distress. Consider my affliction and my trouble, and forgive all my sins. Consider how many are my foes, and with what violent hatred they hate me. O guard my life, and deliver me; do not let me be put to shame, for I take refuge in you. May integrity and uprightness preserve me, for I wait for you. Redeem Israel, O God, out of all its troubles.

Amen.

Friday, January 23, 2009

January 23, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 23:1-6
The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; he leads me beside still waters; he restores my soul. He leads me in right paths for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me; your rod and your staff-- they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD my whole life long.

Amen.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

New Digs

Boy do I need a lot more practice with lighting and working our newest digital SLR camera! Anyway, the photoblog must go on.

This slide show shows some additional pictures of my new church. For such a small church, the sanctuary is really quite phenomenal (wish my pictures did it justice!).

January 22, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 20:1-9
The LORD answer you in the day of trouble! The name of the God of Jacob protect you! May he send you help from the sanctuary, and give you support from Zion. May he remember all your offerings, and regard with favor your burnt sacrifices. Selah

May he grant you your heart's desire, and fulfill all your plans. May we shout for joy over your victory, and in the name of our God set up our banners. May the LORD fulfill all your petitions. Now I know that the LORD will help his anointed; he will answer him from his holy heaven with mighty victories by his right hand. Some take pride in chariots, and some in horses, but our pride is in the name of the LORD our God. They will collapse and fall, but we shall rise and stand upright. Give victory to the king, O LORD; answer us when we call.

Amen.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

January 21, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 16:1-11
Protect me, O God, for in you I take refuge. I say to the LORD, "You are my Lord; I have no good apart from you." As for the holy ones in the land, they are the noble, in whom is all my delight. Those who choose another god multiply their sorrows; their drink offerings of blood I will not pour out or take their names upon my lips. The LORD is my chosen portion and my cup; you hold my lot. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; I have a goodly heritage. I bless the LORD who gives me counsel; in the night also my heart instructs me. I keep the LORD always before me; because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my soul rejoices; my body also rests secure. For you do not give me up to Sheol, or let your faithful one see the Pit. You show me the path of life. In your presence there is fullness of joy; in your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

Amen.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

January 20, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 13:1-6
How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I bear pain in my soul, and have sorrow in my heart all day long? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me? Consider and answer me, O LORD my God! Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep the sleep of death, and my enemy will say, "I have prevailed"; my foes will rejoice because I am shaken. But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation. I will sing to the LORD, because he has dealt bountifully with me.

Amen.

Monday, January 19, 2009

January 19, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 11:1-7
In the LORD I take refuge; how can you say to me, "Flee like a bird to the mountains; for look, the wicked bend the bow, they have fitted their arrow to the string, to shoot in the dark at the upright in heart. If the foundations are destroyed, what can the righteous do?" The LORD is in his holy temple; the LORD's throne is in heaven. His eyes behold, his gaze examines humankind. The LORD tests the righteous and the wicked, and his soul hates the lover of violence. On the wicked he will rain coals of fire and sulfur; a scorching wind shall be the portion of their cup. For the LORD is righteous; he loves righteous deeds; the upright shall behold his face.

Amen.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

January 18, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 8:1-9
O LORD, our Sovereign, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens. Out of the mouths of babes and infants you have founded a bulwark because of your foes, to silence the enemy and the avenger. When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars that you have established; what are human beings that you are mindful of them, mortals that you care for them? Yet you have made them a little lower than God, and crowned them with glory and honor. You have given them dominion over the works of your hands; you have put all things under their feet, all sheep and oxen, and also the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, and the fish of the sea, whatever passes along the paths of the seas. O LORD, our Sovereign, how majestic is your name in all the earth!

Amen.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

January 17, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 4:1 – 4:8
Answer me when I call, O God of my right! You gave me room when I was in distress. Be gracious to me, and hear my prayer. How long, you people, shall my honor suffer shame? How long will you love vain words, and seek after lies? Selah

But know that the LORD has set apart the faithful for himself; the LORD hears when I call to him. When you are disturbed, do not sin; ponder it on your beds, and be silent. Selah

Offer right sacrifices, and put your trust in the LORD. There are many who say, "O that we might see some good! Let the light of your face shine on us, O LORD!" You have put gladness in my heart more than when their grain and wine abound. I will both lie down and sleep in peace; for you alone, O LORD, make me lie down in safety.

Amen.

Friday, January 16, 2009

January 16, 2009

Here is today’s Psalm and prayer:

Psalm 3:1-8
O LORD, how many are my foes! Many are rising against me; many are saying to me, "There is no help for you in God." Selah

But you, O LORD, are a shield around me, my glory, and the one who lifts up my head. I cry aloud to the LORD, and he answers me from his holy hill. Selah

I lie down and sleep; I wake again, for the LORD sustains me. I am not afraid of ten thousands of people who have set themselves against me all around. Rise up, O LORD! Deliver me, O my God! For you strike all my enemies on the cheek; you break the teeth of the wicked. Deliverance belongs to the LORD; may your blessing be on your people! Selah

Amen.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

January 15, 2009

It is interesting that Scripture serves as God’s Word to us…this is interesting because in the midst of those words to us there exists a series of poems and songs that serve as our words to God…it is interesting that such a large portion of God’s Word to us would be about our words to God.

The section of Scripture I am referring to is the Psalter. For me the Psalms have a way of cutting right to the core of my human experience at its best and at its worst. I have found no greater words of praise, no deeper sense of repentance, no better model of gratitude.

With that said, I thought that we could do what our forbearers of faith have done for centuries…I thought that from now until the last day before Lent begins, we would endeavor to pray the psalms together. Now obviously we won’t get to them all before Lent begins, but it is my hope that we can continue this endeavor in our own corporate and individual prayer lives.

Enough said, here is our Psalm and our prayer for today:

Psalm 1:1-6
Happy are those who do not follow the advice of the wicked, or take the path that sinners tread, or sit in the seat of scoffers; but their delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law they meditate day and night. They are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its season, and their leaves do not wither. In all that they do, they prosper. The wicked are not so, but are like chaff that the wind drives away. Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous; for the LORD watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish.

Amen.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Deacons and Sacramental Authority - Part I

The new Book of Discipline of The United Methodist Church (2008) includes a new twist that allows a deacon to preside over the sacraments in very specific circumstances. The text reads as follows:

"For the sake of extending the mission and ministry of the church, a pastor-in-charge or district superintendent may request that the Bishop grant local sacramental authority to the deacon to administer the sacraments in the absence of an elder, within a deacon's primary appointment."

Bishop Huie sent pastors in the Texas Annual Conference a letter about this via email today. While I have not yet completed reading the document that was attached to the email (from the General Conference level), I was hoping to begin a dialog about your thoughts around who should preside over the sacraments and why?

I won't say much about the whole thing just yet, except that I am inclined to believe that the approach of our jurisdiction and our bishop to limit this authority is a good thing. Specifically, Bishop Huie says: "Thus, it is my intention to interpret the Book of Discipline in a way that grants sacramental authority to a deacon rarely."

Let me know what you think...and yes, people who aren't United Methodist, I want to hear from you too!

New Church

I haven't taken my "real" camera over to the new church on my charge yet, but I promise to do so while I am at the office on Thursday. I have, however, taken a few shots with my camera phone. Here is a first glimpse of Mt. Sylvan United Methodist Church:





More to come real soon (I have already begun office work there, and will preach for the first time there this Sunday)

January 14, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Quicken in Me a Sense of Humor

O God of gifts,
quicken in me a sense of humor
bright enough to help me find my way
in these tarnished times,
fruitful enough to be made the wine of hope
to warm the hearts of those I live with.
Make me glad to be one of a kind,
yet one with a kind,
called not to be more like others,
but more of myself,
a guerrilla of grace,
that, in daring to be authentic,
I may become more of a human-kind.

So, O God of gifts,
liberate me to share,
without apology or arrogance,
not only the gifts I have,
but the gift I am.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 98)

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Making something out of nothing

There was a group of us sitting around the table at our recent district Epiphany luncheon. We were beginning to get a little bored, so we were encouraging one of our table mates to get creative with the things that were laying around on our table. This was the fruit of our encouragement and one of our friends' hands on creativity (look real close at the little flamingos!):

January 13, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Go with Me in a New Exodus

O God of fire and freedom,
deliver me from my bondage
to what can be counted
and go with me in a new exodus
toward what counts,
but can only be measured
in bread shared
and swords become plowshares;
in bodies healed
and minds liberated;
in songs sung
and justice done;
in laughter in the night
and joy in the morning;
in love through all seasons
and great gladness of heart;
in all people coming together
and a kingdom coming in glory;
in your name being praised
and my becoming an alleluia,
through Jesus the Christ.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 117)

Monday, January 12, 2009

New Church on the Charge

While we thought that yesterday's meeting was going to be just about the merger, the DS also asked permission to place another church on the charge...

...and, as of today, it is official - I am now pastoring Edom UMC (with the new additions from Sexton Chapel) plus Mt. Sylvan UMC here in East Texas.

This new church brings another rich and long history of United Methodism into the mix. It is a smaller congregation that Edom (which has 227 members), but larger than Sexton was (at 17 members when it merged). There are 66 members at Mt. Sylvan UMC with an average worship attendance of about 25-30 on Sunday mornings.

That means I now have 3 offices (home, Edom, and Mt. Sylvan)! I plan on spending time each week in the Mt. Sylvan community and in the church office there...what this looks like exactly, I do not know. While it would be great to have set days each week, I am not sure that my local, district and conference level commitments will permit that every week. So I may have to settle for an amount of time each week for these endeavors rather than specific days. More will be revealed.

I had a tour of the grounds today there are four separate buildings that include the Sanctuary, the fellowship hall, the Sunday school annex, and a parsonage (which is rented out---I will remain a resident of Edom) plus a small playground for the children. I didn't have my camera with me today, but will post pictures as soon as I can (I have a couple from my cellphone that I may be able to get uploaded this evening).

I met with the PPR chair today and found out much about the history and current ministries of the church. I appreciated her candor, honesty and authenticity and am looking forward to the time that I will have serving this congregation.

Stay tuned for more coming down the pike...it is never a dull moment around here!

Church Merger Complete

Many of you have been following the church closing/merger story involving the two churches that I serve here in East Texas. Here is the latest:

Yesterday, our district superintendent held a special called church conference at Edom UMC with the sole purpose to vote on the merger (remember, Sexton Chapel had already agreed and ceased services). After some questions from folks that had not been able to be at previous meetings, a motion was made, seconded, and the vote was unanimously yes.

Much work has been done by many involved in the process to date; and now the work takes a different twist. Accounts must be settled, audited, and transferred. Buildings and assets must be reallocated or sold. Membership must be transferred and reached out to by the shepherding group of the Edom congregation. Many valuable sources of history must be archived and protected. Certain artifacts must be logged and sent to the local museum (no kidding, it was part of the merger deal!). Insurance policies, deeds, etc. must all be renegotiated. The list seems to go on ad infinitum...

One thing is for sure, there will be no shortage of work this spring!

Thanks again to all who have been in prayer for these two congregations and for Erica and I.

Shalom,

Russell

January 12, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Bring More of What I Dream

O God,
who out of nothing
brought everything that is,
out of what I am
bring more of what I dream
but haven't dared;
direct my power and passion
to creating life
where there is death,
to putting flesh of action
on bare-boned intentions,
to lighting fires
against the midnight of indifference,
to throwing bridges of care
across canyons of loneliness;
so I can look on creation,
together with you,
and, behold,
call it very good;
through Jesus Christ my Lord.

- Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 115)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

January 11, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Make Me Simple

O Ingenious God,
I rejoice in your creation,
and pray that your Spirit touch me so deeply
that I will find a sense of self
which makes me glad to be who I am
and yet restless
at being anything less
than I can become.
Make me simple enough
not to be confused by disappointments,
clear enough
not to mistake busyness for freedom,
honest enough
not to expect truth to be painless,
brave enough
not to sing all my songs in private,
compassionate enough
to get in trouble,
humble enough
to admit trouble and seek help,
joyful enough
to celebrate all of it,
myself and others and you
through Jesus Christ our Lord.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 88)

Saturday, January 10, 2009

January 10, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

God...Are You There?

God...are you there?
I've been taught,
and told I ought
to pray.
but the doubt
won't go away;
yet neither
will my longing to be heard.
My soul sighs
too deep for words.
Do you hear me?
God...are you there?

Are you where love is?
I don't love well,
or often,
anything
or anyone.
But, when I do,
when I take the risk,
there's a sudden awareness
of all I've missed;
and it's good,
it's singing good.
For a moment
life seems as it should.
But, I forgot, so busy soon,
that it was,
or what
or whom.
Help me!
God...are you there?

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 74)

Friday, January 9, 2009

January 9, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

I Remember Now in Silence

Lord,
plunge me deep into a sense of sadness
at the pain of my sisters and brothers
inflicted by war,
prejudice,
injustice,
indifference,
that I may learn again to cry as a child
until my tears baptize me
into a person who touches with care
those I now touch in prayer:
victims of violence,
of greed,
of addictions;
prisoners in ghettos,
in old age,
in sexism;
people with broken bodies,
with broken hearts,
with broken lives,
whom I remember now in the silence before you
because I have too often forgotten them
in the shuffle of my fretful busy-ness.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 69)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

January 8, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Unlock the Door of My Heart

Jesus said,
"Your sins are forgiven;
rise and walk."

Forgiveness is an unlocked door
to walk through
into a wide-whoopee-open world.

Forgiveness is a seed
to water with new dreams and wild risks
until it bears unexpected fruit.

Forgiveness is and enemy-friend
to be born out of,
a quietness beneath the clamor.

Forgiveness is a flower to smell,
a wind at my back,
a gull to scream with,
a pain to laugh beneath,
a burden that carries me.

It is I
becoming We
becoming Yours

Forgiveness is a song to sing.
O Lord, unlock the door to my heart.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 61)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Exciting Times

It's true, these are exciting times.

I have spent so much time talking about the challenges of a church that is closing and merging with another, that I have failed to highlight some really cool things that are happening at the other church I serve and with my life in general.

At Edom UMC, the new year marked the beginning of a new leadership structure. This new structure has been designed to make decision making more efficient and to better support the missions and ministries of the church. There are challenges that will have to be faced and walked through as this is doing church like it has never been done before here at Edom UMC. I am really looking forward to less meetings, more efficient meetings, and some looking toward the future (proactivity vs. reactivity) that this new leadership structure will allow.

Along with the new leadership structure comes a slate of new folks involved with ministry. We have been extra intentional about the identifying and equipping of people the last couple of years and have chosen leaders based upon specific gifts and graces rather than just plugging people into slots on a list. Because of this, we are already bearing witness to what God is doing in this process. For example, the new Administrative team is already making progress in positioning the church for future growth and ministry. Likewise, numerous leaders are asking questions and making suggestions that have not surfaced in years past (more about this in later posts)...suffice it to say, the way we do ministry is changing. The head of our Christian Education team is already preparing to launch two new groups/studies this coming year that will reach people in places of their greatest needs (more about this in future posts as well). Our leadership development team is gearing up for their first gathering and I am simply stoked about the vision that the leader of this team brings to the table. These are indeed exciting times at Edom UMC.

Life in general is also exciting:

I am entering into my final semester of seminary and preparing to graduate in May.

I am in the final stages of work necessary to become a probationary member/commissioned elder in the United Methodist Church. I hope that this will culminate in commissioning at our Annual Conference in May.

Erica and I just celebrated 8 years together (7 year of marriage) and Bailey is now officially 17 moths old as of today.

We are excited at the possibilities of where we might be moved to this coming June...we can't wait to see what God has in store for us next on our journey.

I am probably about to have another church added to my charge, which opens up a whole other set of possibilities for mission and ministry while here in Edom.

Yes, these are exciting times.

So tell me (tell all of us here at Radically Altered), what's got you excited about this new year that is already underway?

January 7, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Empty Me

Gracious and Holy One,
creator of all things
and of emptiness,
I come to you
full of much that clutters and distracts,
stifles and burdens me,
and makes me a burden to others.

Empty me now
of gnawing dissatisfactions,
of anxious imaginings,
of fretful preoccupations,
of nagging prejudices,
of old scores to settle,
and of the arrogance of being right.

Empty me
of the ways I unthinkingly think of myself as powerless,
as a victim,
as determined by sex, age, race,
as being less than I am,
or as other than yours.

Empty me
of the disguises and lies
in which I hide myself from other people
and from my responsibility
for my neighbors and for the world.
Hollow out in me a space
in which I will find myself,
find peace and a whole heart,
a forgiving spirit and holiness,
the springs of laughter,
and the will to reach boldly
for abundant life for myself
and the whole human family.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 52)

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

A Theology of Giving/Stewardship

One of the positions that I currently serve is on a committee that takes a look at how we support our larger structure (the Annual Conference) financially. We use a system of apportionments where every local church pays a percentage of money to the Annual Conference to cover the budget for the administration and ministry that happens at that level.

One of the things that has been asked of us is to define a theology of giving or of stewardship that represents our own beliefs.

I am continuing to work on my version of this definition...it entails relationship rather than obligation, recognizing that everything we have is a gift (we are stewards of what we receive) and that we should give freely of that which was given freely to us, and the difference between first fruits and leftovers...these are the discussions that are rambling around in my brain right now.

I thought I would take a little poll about peoples views regarding giving/stewardship.

Is it about relationship?
Does trust in God play a larger role than current economic activity?
How important is it to give to God first?
Is giving to God restricted to giving to the church?
What are some other thoughts you have about giving/stewardship?
Do your thoughts differ when discussing individuals supporting a church vs. local churches supporting a larger structure? Why or why not?

Let me know what you think.

Beware of Twitter and Facebook Phishing/Hacking Scams

Please be aware of new scams to get your user ID and password information to hijack your accounts on Twitter and Facebook.

You can read about the Facebook hacks on my previous blog posting here.

And you can read about the Twitter Phishing/hacking scams through Direct Messages by clicking on their blog article link here.

These two articles are very important in helping to keep our usage of social media networks safe.

Please pass this information on to everyone you know who uses these networks.

Blessings,

Russell

Hobby or Obsession?

I would say that it is a hobby...my wife would say it is an obsession. What is it? My sports memorabilia collection (autographed photos, bats, balls, baseball cards, etc). Here is a picture of two of my favorite authentic autographed pieces of my collection:

From Photo Blog 2009


What are your hobbies/obsessions?

January 6, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

I Praise You for What Is Yet to Be

Wondrous Worker of Wonders,
I praise you,
not alone for what has been,
or for what is,
but for what is yet to be,
for you are gracious beyond all telling of it.

I praise you
that out of the turbulence of my life a kingdom is coming,
is being shaped even now out of my slivers of loving,
my bits of trusting,
my sprigs of hoping,
my tootles of laughing,
my drips of crying,
my smidgens of worshiping;
that out of my songs and struggles,
out of my griefs and triumphs,
I am gathered up and saved,
for you are gracious beyond all telling of it.

I praise you
that you turn me loose
to go with you to the edge of now and maybe,
to welcome the new,
to see my possibilities,
to accept my limits,
and yet begin living to the limit
of passion and compassion
until, released by joy,
I uncurl to other people
and to your kingdom coming,
for you are gracious beyond all telling of it.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 42)

Monday, January 5, 2009

A New Phishing Scam

For all of you out there that use Facebook, please take note!

Recently, emails have been showing up in my personal email inbox saying that I have a message from a friend. The message reads something along the lines of "I have been getting your messages on my Facebook account and wonder if you could look into this."

At the bottom of these emails are two links. The first one says to respond to this message click link below. The second one says to choose which emails you receive from Facebook, click the link below.

One of the senders is notification+k15wuuui@facebookmail.com and this is not a valid email address from Facebook.

Please note, this is a phishing scam to get your account information to crack your user ID and password.

These emails will most likely (7 of them I have received in the last 8 hours) will come from folks who aren't even on your friends list.

Immediately delete these emails and do not click on the links found within them!

I wanted to get this notice out to everyone that is one of my friends on Facebook, Twitter, or reads my blog...many of you are involved in using this social media network for ministry and work as well as for personal use. I just wanted to be sure that you were kept safe in your use!

Please share this with everyone you know that uses Facebook!

Blessings,

Russell

Happy Anniversary to My Beautiful Wife

During Advent 2000, I was at a party for my Sunday school class and as I was sitting and visiting with a friend, and she walked in. I knew from the moment that I saw her that I was going to be in trouble (of course, I was right)!

We went on our first date on January 5th, 2001 and were married on January 5th, 2002. The last 8 years of my life have been more joyful, more fulfilled, and a whole lot more fun because of Erica. God has truly blessed me!

I have been in school since Erica and I met. I have been more and more involved in ministry since that first meeting. To say that she is supportive of my calling would be an understatement. She is the most supportive person I know. And while she does not work shoulder to shoulder with me in the daily happenings of ministry, my ministry and my life would not be what they are today without her presence.

Almost 17 months ago, Erica and I embarked on a new adventure (as if school, work, and marriage wasn't enough!); we welcomed our little bundle of joy - Bailey Ann - into the world. There are no words to describe how wonderful she is as a mother. Again, God has truly blessed me.

On this day---the 7th anniversary of our marriage and 8th anniversary of being together---I just wanted to say how grateful I am for the gift that Erica is to my life.

Oh yeah, in case you haven't met them, here's Erica with Bailey:



Happy Anniversary Honey!

SHMILY!

January 5, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Help Me Listen

O Holy One,
I hear you say so many words,
yet yours is the word I need.
Speak now,
and help me listen;
and, if what I hear is silence,
let it quiet me,
let it disturb me,
let it touch my need,
let it break my pride,
let it shrink my certainties,
let it enlarge my wonder.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 31)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

It is finished...almost

Today was the day that ministry at Sexton Chapel United Methodist Church came to an end. It was the final worship service after more than 100 years of services. To say that today was surreal would be an understatement.

We had 20 people in attendance at this final worship service. You would think that with a membership of only 17, that that would be a good showing...actually, it was heartbreaking. Of the 20 people that were able to make it, only 5 were current members of Sexton Chapel. A couple of our regular visitors were home recovering from hospital visits and a couple of our members and regular attenders were at home sick. There are also several that are now residents of nursing homes that were unable to attend. Two of the people present included myself and my DS. All of our other visitors have been present at the church at one time or another attending worship services, Bible studies, or special events.

There was one family that had 2 church members present from the same family and they brought 5 other family members with them from their extended family. That says a lot to me about the importance of this church to that family. At least four generations of this family had been affiliated with this church during my time here; and this morning 3 generations were present in worship. This family had experienced baptisms, weddings, and funerals of loved ones through multiple generations. There was much solemness in these folks.

I have to admit that I was reluctant to preach this service. I tried to talk the DS into preaching at it, but he said that I should do it. So I did. I utilized the text out of Ecclesiastes 8:1-15 and John 12:23-26 as the basis of my sermon. I thought it was appropriate to end our time together by beginning our morning teaching with the same text that helped shape our decision making process. I did my very best to present the gospel and to have the focus point towards the resurrection. It was probably not the worst sermon I have ever preached, but it definitely wasn't the best. It was, however, among the top three most difficult sermons I have had to give during my time in pastoral ministry.

At the end of the service, the DS came up and shared some words of experience and re-enforced the thoughts of resurrection and how when we go to our new church(es) we have the opportunity to grow and be a blessing because of what we have been through together here.

He then gave the declaration of purpose and the declaration of deconsecration. Here are the words that were spoken:

Declaration of Purpose
"The time has come for this congregation of Christ's holy Church, under God's leadership, to disband and take leave of this building. It has been consecrated for the ministry of God's Holy Word and Sacraments. It has provided refuge and comfort for God's people. It has served well our holy faith. It is fitting, therefore, that we should take our leave of this consecrated house, lifting up our hearts in thanksgiving for this common store of memories."

Declaration of Deconsecration
"This building, having been consecrated and named the Sexton Chapel United Methodist Church, together with the land on which it stands and all objects remaining in it, we now deconsecrate and release for any honorable use. We declare that it is no longer the place of meeting of a United Methodist congregation."

These words were followed by prayer. You could see tears in the eyes of many. You could see others with their heads hung low...heartbreaking is the only way to describe it...I have no other words.

There was a part of me that wanted to join them in their tears and there was a part of me that wanted to remain strong...today, at least, the strength won out. My insides felt a lot like I felt when I first got to the treatment center more than a decade ago and they placed my on antidepressants and psychotropics while I was detoxing...simply put, it was (then and now) a mind blowing numbness that leaves you incapable of much emotional response. When you want to cry you can't. When you want to laugh you can't. There is nothing more than really heavy numbness.

I am sure that in time the grieving process will continue, although I know not what form it will take.

I wanted to offer a word of thanks to all of you who have endeavored to be in prayer for me and this little church. Your presence, and God's, has been felt and has been a blessing during this time.

We are a week away from the final vote (church conference) at Edom UMC to complete the merger. Then we will be neck deep in transfers, etc. I am sure that there will be much more to talk about as the process draws to a close...hence the title of this posting: It is finished...almost. For Sexton Chapel UMC, the end of an era has arrived. For Edom and for the individuals involved, there is still much work ahead of us.

Shalom,

Russell

Our "Other" Children

While Bailey rules the roost, that hasn't always been the case. Here are a couple of pictures that show our "other" two children that ran the house prior to Bailey's arrival. They are Chase (the cat) and Maximus (aka Max the dog):

From Photo Blog 2009


From Photo Blog 2009


If you lived with these two, you too would know that pets are just little people with fangs and fur (I think that is to be attributed to Garfield)!

January 4, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

In the Silence, Name Me

Holy One,
untamed by the names I give you,
in the silence name me,
that I may know who I am,
hear the truth you have put into me,
trust the love you have for me,
which you call me to live out with my sisters and brothers in your human family.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 30)

Saturday, January 3, 2009

An Appreciation for Art

One of the things that I thought would be good to do with the Photo Blog 2009 series is to share a little more about my life with the photos that I share with you all.

Many people may not know that Erica and I really enjoy collecting artwork. With that in mind, I thought I would share with you a couple of our favorite pieces.

This first piece is an etching by Rembrandt entitled "Woman at the Well":

From Photo Blog 2009


These next two pieces are by an artist named Bellet (pronounced bel-lay). His work is absolutely amazing because he utilizes a pallet knife rather than a brush to create his pieces...here are two of our favorites:

From Photo Blog 2009


From Photo Blog 2009


Not all of our collection is by famous people...in fact, we have discovered that some of our favorite pieces can be found in antique and junk shops around the country. This is one such piece...if you look at it from the outside, it looks like a chimpanzee painted it---not good at all---but when you look at it from the inside, with the sun shining through it from behind, you get this beautiful piece (I am sure that this photo doesn't do it justice):

From Photo Blog 2009


Anyway, that's my Photo Blog 2009 update for today! What are some of your most appreciated pieces of art?

January 3, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Calm Me into a Quietness

Now,
O Lord,
calm me into a quietness that heals and listens,
and molds my longings and passions, my wounds and wonderings
into a more holy and human shape.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace pg. 27)

Friday, January 2, 2009

Photo Blog 2009

It has been said that a picture is worth a thousand words, and while I love to write, photos have a way of saying things that we sometimes can't describe. Many other blogs (Flickr, etc) have these challenges each year to do a picture a day for the entire year as a photo blog.

Now, a picture a day is a little ambitious for the schedule that I keep, so I thought that I would endeavor to post at least one picture weekly (and more where possible).

To start things off, I thought that I would share with you a photo of exactly who rules the roost here in the Hall household. For our first installment of Photo Blog 2009, it is my great pleasure to give you a picture of a happy Bailey playing with the dishwasher:

From Photo Blog 2009


Have a great day!

By the way, if you want to view the larger version of the picture or see other pictures posted to this or other albums, just click on the Photo Blog 2009 link under the picture and you will be taken to the photos in Picasa!

January 2, 2009

Here is today's prayer:

Gentle me,
Holy One,
into an unclenched moment, a deep breath, a letting go of heavy expectancies, of shriveling anxieties, of dead certainties,
that softened by the silence, surrounded by the light, and open to the mystery,
I may be found by wholeness, upheld by the unfathomable, entranced by the simple, and filled with the joy that is you.

-Ted Loder (Guerrillas of Grace, pg 23)

Thursday, January 1, 2009

How much influence does media have on our Faith?

We were just sitting here flipping through the channels and discovered that a movie by the name of What Dreams May Come was on. I love this movie because of great acting, the heart wrenching love story that exists throughout the narrative, and because I think the cinematography is excellent.

There are numerous references to God and God's character, nature, etc. There is a non-Christian expression of heaven and reincarnation is alluded to as more than a possibility. Simply put, it would never pass as a movie representation of the Christian faith...in fact, it was never designed to be such a movie. So to judge it on those terms would be unfair...it is simply a fictional drama that alludes to something beyond this life.

I don't have a problem with any of this...but it does raise an interesting question for me. With the number of images that we are given on a daily basis (internet, social networks, movies, videos, etc), do those images affect our understanding of faith (specifically Christian faith)? Is it possible that due to the images of church and funerals, pastors, etc in these movies followed immediately by reflections of the screenwriters fictional heaven...is it possible that this convolution of images impacts the way that some people view the Christian faith (or even their Christian faith)? Are these impacts always negative?

On the opposite end of the spectrum, are movies like the Left Behind movie and Fireproof, and television shows like Seventh Heaven, etc. accurate/true/healthy expressions of what the Christian faith is?

I would like to think that with movies, television shows, and books like the ones mentioned above, people would realize what rings true to the Christian faith and what doesn't. I would like to think that they really understand the meaning of fiction and how large a role fiction plays in most of these portrayals. While good morals and ethics may be at the heart of many of the episodes/movies/books, etc, I wonder if it ever moves beyond simple morality and ethics.

When I reflect theologically on many of the aforementioned pieces, I often find that the portrayal in media is very different from what I find in Scripture and the Christian tradition.

It seems to me that we fall somewhere along a spectrum when it comes to these kinds of issues. We either find ourselves at the end that appreciates the artistry and imagination and thinks that connecting to the culture in this way allows us to better share the gospel; or, we find ourselves gravitating toward the end of the spectrum that avoids such encounters---encapsulating ourselves in a bubble that is designed to keep such things away from us.

I tend towards the appreciation and connection end of the spectrum. I think that if we are not engaged in the culture in which we live, we have little ground to speak to such things in our relationships with others. I tend to think that there is a lot of fiction out there that gives portrayals of Christianity that are more inaccurate than accurate. I tend to take these opportunities as teaching moments with those that I serve.

What do you think? How much influence does media have on our faith? Should media and culture be encountered or avoided? Why? I look forward to your thoughts and comments.

A Prayerful Journey

As the new year begins to already unfold, I thought that I would invite you to be a part of a journey with me in the year to come.

What I would like to do over the next 365 days is to go on what I am calling "A Prayerful Journey".

Each day I will post a prayer that I am praying specifically for that day (this is of course in addition the specific requests I receive daily from congregation members and others). This will give us an opportunity to pray together no matter what our location is...additionally, it will give us an opportunity to converse about where the various prayers intersect our lives.

I will still continue to post the usual posts of church life, theology, etc., but I thought this would be an interesting opportunity for the online community that is slowly forming here at Radically Altered to be uniquely connected.

For the initial posts (the first couple of weeks or so), I will be utilizing prayers written by Ted Loder (the senior pastor at First United Methodist Church in Germantown Philadelphia) in his book Guerrillas of Grace - Prayers for the Battle. This book was originally given to me by a friend (that was a member on staff) at Perkins School of Theology at Southern Methodist University where I am completing my Masters of Divinity degree.

As our time together progresses, I will share other favorite authors and poets whose prayers continue to shape my life and ministry.

Please share your comments, insights, and reflections in the comment section as you feel led.

January 1st, 2009:

Eternal One,
Silence from whom my words come;
Questioner from whom my questions arise;
Lover of whom all my loves are hints;
Disturber in whom alone I find my rest;
Mystery in whose depths I find healing and myself;
enfold me now in your presence;
restore me to your peace;
renew me through your power;
and ground me in your grace.